Yup … got fired
Well here I am. Sitting here contemplating my new future. Why you ask? Dunno. All I know is that with each new opportunity in life there are important lessons to be learned. And sometimes these lessons can be pretty harsh. Take my life for the past 7 years. Yup, seven long years. What can be done in 7 years? Lots of things really. What can be wasted in 7 years? Well … even more.
I am not going to go into gory details or lay it all out there what happened, but what I am going to say to the three people reading this blog, you need to keep your priorities in line because no one else will. What does that mean? Well, if you think that doing the right thing thinking that someone else will reward you for your good deeds, you are wrong. Hoping that others will fill your pot of gold at the end of the rainbow will leave you without a pot to piss in.
That may appear overly cynical, but it is the truth. Ok, there may be a few cases where people are actually good and that rewards for hard work really happens, but not in my case jack. I got the shaft, the heave-ho, the “don’t let the door hit you in the ass on the way out” As my old Army Company Commander so eloquently put it, “I got a buttered ass and no reach around.” Yup, I think that sums it up pretty well there.
And what really sucks is that I don’t even know why I was let go? Why have I been placed in this horrible situation after so many years of devotion? I am not in denial, I really wasn’t told. I was not given a reason for my dismissal.
So after 7 long years pouring my soul into a company that tossed me aside like an empty beer can I find myself sitting here trying to figure out what do to next. Oh yes, I have been through all the stages, at least twice now. But I think that the sheer panic of the situation is where I am at now. What will I do next? Where will that next paycheck come from? When is the house payment due? Cutting off cable? What - not my iPhone? crap.
Of course my friends all tell me that I think to low of myself and that I am a plethora of talent and that there are great opportunities out there. Funny thing though, I don’t feel that way. These are dark and lonely days.
Oh well. Merry Christmas.
